6'7'' and 108 degrees of sexiness. You all know who I am; Jacob Black. The smile, the laugh, the grin... the smirk, the growl, the bark. I know you love it.

I could go into my life, into my past, and explain how I came to be here at this time and place, but there's no need. "...I guess at some point you should let go and give your heart what it deserves."

Ive seen a lot of days of happiness. Yet Ive seen more days of pain. And through it all I can put on a happy face. "They say we leave this world just the way we came into it... naked and alone." But I say thats a lie. Ive got some really special people in my life. I dont feel alone at all.

Much love to my faves:

@NaughtysSwag My Vonny, My RugRat, My BrownieLocks, MY Naughty. The only friend I want to be selfish with. I want to lock her up somewhere, so that its only me that gets to see the wonderful sides of her. Buts thats impossible. So when things get rough, we just agree to disagree.

@BewitchedK Truly the sweetest person I know. And I never have to doubt her presence in my life. Time may pass, but we always find our way back. She is a constant friend, there when I need her, and still there even when I think I dont. MY Sparkle Pants.

@QueenCall_ MY Beta. My backbone. We skip patrol most days and hop on the Hogwarts Express. She's the one who provides me with a laugh even when Im sure I'll never laugh again. I dont know how I deserved such a good friend. She's the one with the doughnuts too, but thats simply a bonus.

@HisRayOfSun She's the one with the kindest heart and soul. And I will always have her back, her front, and her side, because I trust that she's got mine. She's lifted me up with the simplest of words, from the very beginning. And she'll always be my family, my best friend. We are unbreakable. Unchangeable.

And I wouldn’t be right if I didn’t mention some other people I adore.
@JizzingBells
@ChaseCullen
@DeathWalkerDSM
@PrincessCall_
@Rebornwolfpaul
@BadAssNessiekin
@RougeRachieB
@DominiqueS_CA
@PopsBlack
@LittleRedNudist
@ARoseAboveAll
@DamnedCarlisle
@ScreamHaleMary
@BallerinaPixie
@RoseBiteMeHale
@JayneVolturiCA
@ArizonaKlutz
@Troubled_Kitty
@paul_wolf_tso
@AllKnowingAli
@_AliceCHale
@AliceGWhitlock
@ElGranBella
@AnnaBellatrixx
@AlwaysAlice_
@sweetjensen
@_HaleCat_
@GuardedFaith
@SolitudesAngel
@QuileuteLeader
@NotAFuckIsGiven
@108OverHere
@LethalAsABullet
@TimelessSwan

And if you arent following my son, @OnceUGoBlack, get it together! He is Cameron, my Little Man. The adoration I have for him is unmatchable to any other. I didn't realize a piece of my world was missing until he came and filled it up.

But then... everything fades and all I can see is @FuckHawtNess. "If you're lucky, if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back."

I wake up feeling like the luckiest person on the planet everyday of the week.

Some say its impossible to be this in love with a person, yet in every moment I spend with her, I get to prove them wrong. When ever Im away, I just need to be nearer. And when we’re together I dread the moment we’ll have to part.

She is my funny girl, because no one can bring me out of the clouds better than she can.
She is my #YPR, my yellow power ranger, because she’s strong, and outspoken, and defends me even when I don’t bother to defend myself.
She is my Therapy, because with her, I feel safe enough to open up and let her in further than anyone else.
And she is my Dorothy, because no matter what road I decide to walk down, I need her by my side.

Babygirl, I love you so much. I wish you knew all the love for you in my heart.
And I can explain it no better than this: Without ever knowing the true warmth of your skin, I feel you. Without ever meeting your gaze, I see you. Without ever knowing the sound of your voice, I hear you. And I love you. I loved you then. I love you now. I’ll love you always. It’s you. Its always been you. It will always be you.

And on December 27th we made it official.

"Ness, I love you will never cut it. Ive never been satisfied with just those words to describe how you make me feel, and Im pretty sure I’ll never be satisfied with them. But just the same, I’ll always say them because I mean them. I love you. In my eyes, this ceremony doesn’t make me your husband. Because in a way I already am. I already belong to you in every way a person could belong to another. Most would call it gravity, but you and I both know how much deeper than that it runs. A while ago, I wanted to offer you my heart, but I couldn’t. My heart already belonged to you even before I realized I was ready to give it away. Though I think I may have known from that first moment I watched you roll around Power Ranger style in that laser tag arena.

And Im thankful for that day, the day when I knew that I couldn’t live without you. Because every day after, you’ve given me more and more reasons to love you. You open me up. You stick by me. You let me be myself. You see things in me that I don’t see in myself. You make me smile. Most of all, you make me laugh, and help me to forget about the trivial things in life. Because of that, every part of me is crazy about you Dorothy. And whether the road we travel is green or blue or purple, I will remain by your side.

Now today, on our wedding day, I promise you forever. As I make you my wife, I vow that my love will only grow stronger. I will cherish every moment I have with you. I will protect you with all that I am. I’ll stay open and honest with you.. You’ll always be my Therapy. I will share your joy and happiness, but I will also share your pain, and try to take away as much of it as I can. Most of all, I will strive to be the person you think I am.

But just so you know, I would do these things even if I were not to become your husband. Because I love you. I loved you then, I love you now, and I’ll love you always."

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R.I.P. @BigBrownWolf_ I miss you everyday.

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