Bruno, oh Bruno. · @ImagineBMars
7th Oct 2011 from Twitlonger
Lovers then Freinds Chp.9.She always gets her way
My heart flutters,i didnt think he would even do something like that.I fold it back up and hold it close to my heart.I snuggle in his jacket.The smell reminds me of the old times when he would get out of the shower and we would just lay together.i would listen to his heartbeat till i fell asleep,it was like listening to music the way his heart beated against my ears.I can still hear it when i close my eyes
We pull up to my house.Me and Dana get out"Thank you again Bruno,i couldve still been in there if it wasnt for you" i say into the drivers window.He smiles at me which makes me blush,we both forgot Ali was even in the car till she start making noises.
"No problem...are we still on for tomorrow?"
"Yea..you know it" i smile back
Ali is disgusted by us but im glad...bum bitch you dont matter anymore and i finally do.
"Dana am i taking you home too?"
"No im going to stay here with her make sure her fall didnt hurt her,check up throughout the night just to be safe"
"Okay...see you tomorrow" he winks at me a little bit,such a tease
I stand on the side of the road till he drives off waving goodbye to the shadow of his car in the distance.Me and Dana head inside,i take a shower while she fixes me some coffee.Afterwards,waiting in my room i look around.I see a picture of me and him in hawaii.I was a dressed as a hula dancer and he felt up my coconuts.God i miss those days when we was care-free didnt care about anything and just had fun with life,but all those feelings and enjoyment will come back tomorrow and that is what i want the most.
"Here ya go"
"I can smell the hazelnut from here" i say taking the hot cup
"can we talk?" she says worried sitting on my bed
"Sure"
I get some pajamas for her to sleep in and stand by my dresser
"Im just going to be blunt about this....i want you to be careful with him"
"With Bruno?"
She nods,here she goes again with this.
"Why would you say that?"
"Because you passed out when you she told you she was pregnant....i know that note gave you hope but shes a sneaky motherfucker...dont doubt that she will do or say something to him"
"Look babe dont start ...my day was already shitty i dont need you giving me a talk about him again"
"Im just looking out for you"She gets up and goes to the bathroom to change.
It doesnt matter what she says i know this is going to be it.Now is the time for everything to go back to the way things used to be.
I look over the note about a hundred times before i finally go to sleep.Thinking about the ways I'll tell him and how happy we would be.My dreams that night were wild,the baby.......his baby kept showing up,but the good thing was it was our baby.Deep olive skin tone with big round brown eyes and curly latino hair with a laugh that will melt your heart.
Later that morning my alarm clock goes off,I dont want to wake up because that dream is only a tease of what i want my reality to be.My hangover is killing me.I can hear Dana making breakfast,the smell of pancakes and bacon fill my bedroom air.As i walk down the steps i hear a mans voice,i get scared because i dont hear a Dana's voice respond to any of the questions.
"Where's Bridgette?"
When i get closer i can tell who that voice belongs to,its miguel.What the hell is he doing at my house so damn early?
"Ummm good..morning?"i say walking into the kitchen
"Good morning are you feeling better?"says Dana sipping on a cup of coffee
Once again she invites him ino my house without asking me first.
"Miguel what are you doing here?" i ask
"I came to fix your car"
"Oh you're a mechanic?"
"No i am a model but i know how to fix cars"
"Oh where have you worked?"
"Most Italy a little of Spain"
I look at Dana who is mesmerized by him
"Dana honey,where did you meet miguel?"
"He came in the hospital one day and i took care of him."She smiles from ear to ear.Im so confused one minute she wants me to be with him and now she wants him?
"Dana can we talk..in private?"
I pull her into the living room"You like Miguel now?"
"Well since you're hopped up on Bruno's ass i
decided to take Miguel for myself" she says jokingly
"Imma let that slide..I gotta start getting ready"I hug her goodbye and head back upstairs.
"arent you going to eat?'
"Hell naw im not going to eat that food...dogs wont even eat that" i shout from the top of the stairs.I pick out a black blazer,jeans and white shirt.Nothing fancy,i glance at myself before i leave.No way he isnt going to want me
It takes me 30 minutes to get to the restaurant.I take a seat and tell the waiter that a someone will be looking for me and give him my name.I order some coffee and wait.....and wait...and wait.Its been over a hour and he hasnt showed up or called.I constantly check my phone to see if he left me anything but no.He finally shows up 30 later.
"Bout time...where have you been?" i reach out for a hug but he just sits down
"Ok then....what was so important that i needed to talk to you was about us."I look at him but he isnt making eye contact with me."What happened at the beach and that note you gave me meant alot to me.When we brokeup,i didnt know how to handle it..well i didnt know how to handle us as friends because i still have feelings for you,they never left.... i still love you"
He lets out a big sigh,something i didnt expect.He scratches the back of his head stretching out every curl."Bri" He lets out a deep breath.
I remember that,the way he said my name...
"I meant what i wrote in that note and what happened in the car it wasnt just a impulse..i love you too but-"
I cut him off "But what?"
"Ali and I talked alot last night and it wouldnt be fair if i leave her with a baby to raise on her own"