Lovers then Friends Chp.16.Try not to believe what you read

I exit out of my instant messaging,i am totally creeped out.I reminisce about the other night,he made me uncomfortable then and even more now.I hear Dana laughing from outside.I look through the door window and she is so happy like she is in another world.


"Umm Dana can we speak for a minute?"


She holds her finger up"Yea...sure,how about tonight?Imma be at Bridgette house so you can pick me up from here...ok..bye" she turns to me and lets out a little scream."We are going on a date!"


"Really?"


"Yep on a fancy shmancy yacht!" She skips into my house



I wanted nothing more than to blurt out what just occurred between me and him,but i dont.She is happy something that i am trying to have.I dont want to rain on her parade like Ali has been raining on mine.Hopefully she doesnt fall in love with Miguel because then these "acquaintances" are going to become problems.


"So what did you want to talk about?"


"Uhh" i try to think of a lie but nothing is coming to my head


"Ok..anyways what should i wear tonight?" She heads into upstairs my room


"Dont you ever wear your own clothes?" I follow her
When we enter my room i still see the shadow of bruno on the edge of my bed.It will always hurt me,the way he just up and left.She will always win if she has the baby as a factor.While Dana is raiding my closet i wonder how will our realtionship change,if he is so easy to leave after sex then maybe those gossip pages were right maybe im nothing more but a mistress.


"Do you think he is just using me?" I ask


"Why would you think that?" She answers back from my closet


"He just up and left so fast like what we did meant nothing"


"Look you're thinking way to much,overthinking isnt going to help you."


"Maybe those gossip pages were right you know"


"No they arent,because a mistress is just a sex object you mean so much more to him"



I let out a sigh,i want to stop thinking about it i really do but it just over powers my thoughts.


"How do you know?"


"Lust and Love are two totally seperate things.So many people get it confused ..hell i still do,hopefully i can have what you and bruno have.The love for one another anways..minus the baby drama"
If only she knew what Miguel's intentions really are.




"I hope you find it one day" and i get up to go the bathroom trying to avoid any conversation that leads to Miguel.As i brush my hair,in the reflection of my mirror i see my shower.Flashbacks of our love making play in my head.I smile a little to myself,one minute we were so gentle with each other making sure each of our needs were taken care of.Then the next we were like ravishing beasts forgetting all of our other senses but touch.The way his abs felt against my smooth stomach makes me giggle.I get lost in my thoughts,staring off into a different world



"Hello?? Earth to Bridgette?"


"Huh?" I say getting back in touch with reality


"Can you do my makeup for tonight?"


"No problem..i need to go to the mall and get some to match your skin color though"


"Thats cool..lets go,we will take my car since you dont have a damn radio"



I close the door and get ready.I dont want to leave my house,in fear of seeing anything Bruno related.I need to keep a clear mind until i can figure out what else i need to do to win him back.Funny thing is as a girl,all my life i was taught that the man chases you not the other way around.That if you do you arent nothing but a fool waiting for your heart to be broken.Seems about right,but i am a fool for love.The type that would do anything just to keep it.So far i put up a good fight and just because i lost this round doesnt mean i need to quit,i have a awesome support team that wont let me.
We leave my house and on the way to the mall.I turn back into my old happy self.Letting all of my problems blast away with the music bumping from her speakers.Taylor Swift You Belong with Me comes on



"This is my jam" says Dana turning the volume dial
i try not to pay attention to the song so i wont have to think about bruno but when that chorus comes on,i pour my heart into every word that spew from my lips



"Cant you see that am i the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can you see
You Belong with me..you belong with me" i shout



I see Dana awkwardly staring at me from the corner of my eye"Umm...we are going to leave that to Taylor and not Bridgette" she says turning the volume down


"Excuse me? I can sing Dana..dont hate"


"You sound like hyena's having sex"



I playfully hit her arm,but this song is totally what i needed to hear.I think about the video and how in the end he realizes that she was the right one for him all along.No matter what she remained true to herself,hopefully that video will come to reality for my life.
We pull up to the mall and she parks into the pregnancy spot.



"Dana you cant park here"


"Bullshit..watch me" she says laughing sarcasticly


"You're not even pregnant"


"Who says?" She reaches into the backseat and grabs a small pillow and stuffs it in her shirt.


"You better not" i tell her



She steps out of the car and pokes her stomach out.She starts walking slowly into the building.I am dying of laughter,she is a fool but she always know how to make me smile.I step out of the car and run after her.



"Now what type of look are you going for?"


"I dont want that typical smokey eye shit,give me something exotic as possible"


"Some blues?purples? I think a nice gold and green look will make your eyes pop! With a nice black liner..gurl im bout to hook you up" i say laughing.



We both continue to talk and search through makeup,i notice a female in the distance constantly looking my way.But i try not to pay her no mind,she starts walking towards me.She has a starbucks cup in her hand and her cell phone in the other



"Are you a makeup artist?" Her voice is high pitched



"Why yes i am..Bridgette Jameson nice to meet you" i stick out my hand to shake hers



"You better leave Bruno and Ali alone you fucking slut" she throws her hot coffee on my face."Think twice about who you screw with"

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