Sandi Shader · @Sandishader
24th Jul 2012 from Twitlonger
Another beautiful Adam Lambert experience... Fantasy Springs, July 21, 2012
We started out to Fantasy Springs saturday morning, about 10:30 am. Arrived around 12:30. You all know how hot it was! SCORCHING!!! But that was NOTHING compared to what Adam was gonna do to us that night. Aside from some minor room problems, we started on this journey that would take me higher than I had EVER been! ok...we gave our bags to the bellhop, and headed to the pool for some cooling off and some alcohol! The Fantasy tea was DELICIOUS! After an hour or so of swimming, I went to get myself ready for the Glamily reunion. Of course, as I was doing so, Adam comes out the elevator and thru the lobby to go get his work-out on! Everyone squeeled and security promptly locked the gym door behind him so he could have some privacy! He tweeted something like "why are all you ladies waiting around the lobby? Go gamble and have some fun" Come on ADAM!!! We are all waiting to catch a glimpse of the MAGIC that is YOU!!! Everyone was oggling him, thru the windows, taking pictures of him on the treadmill! It was quite funny! THIS is what he does to us! Makes us irrational! Anyways, now it's about time for the party. It was a great party! LOTS of food, and SO many Glamberts!! Adam music, Idol videos, HIS videos, MAGICAL!! Dancing, drinking... We all were getting so amped up to see this man!! It was getting closer. I was about to explode! (Actually, my pants DID explode! As I was getting dressed, my zipper broke! Thank GOD my shirt covered it! LOL) ok, time to go inside the venue. Our seats were directly in front of the stage, 2nd row but to the left a little. Perfect seats!! OMG! I can't stop sweating and shaking! What IS it about seeing Adam? Like I really have to ask! There was a buzz in the air. You could FEEL his presence. It was electric! It was like 7:50 and we all know he's never on time so I thought I'd go get a shirt. After what seemed like a lifetime, I had my new Adam shirt! It's gorgeous! So now I'm sitting in my seat, well, standing BY my seat, looking around at all of us, everyone talking, smiling, waiting for HIM!!! Come on Adam! We are dying here!! Finally, around 8:30, I believe, the lights went down, and the heavy beat from Trespassing starts! Now the story is gonna get hazy, cuz it was so surreal. Kinda blurry in my mind! He's on the stage! Right fucking there, in front of me! BREATHE SANDI!!! Just breathe! He's in the black GN lace up pants, (the ones he ripped with Queen!) Cheetah star t-shirt and that HOT black jacket! UNF!!! SO HOT! I can't hear! I'm just lost in the sight of him! My hearing clears up and BAM! I'm totally connected to him. His EVERY move, getting engrained into my phyche (sp??) Oh ADAM!! He's on FIRE! I can feel the energy going from us to him and right back to us again. We are in a trance and HE LOVES IT! He LOVES US! We are HIS! Whatever he wants us to do, we will do it. Even if you were there cuz ur a high roller and got in for free, UR NOW A GLAMBERT! End of story! :D I feel like I'm gonna cry! I just saw him 2 nights ago, but this feels like the first time all over again! I love him SO!!! I hold back the tears, and just scream!! Singing right along with him and I DANCE!!! Fuck who's watching, and the poor security guard right next to me! I probably scared him! haha! I forget what song came next. All I know is that I was happy! Taking pictures, singing, dancing with Adam Lambert! I was in my element. OMG! He's singing Outlaws of Love. NOW I lost it! Tears streaming now. SO in the moment. His face pained, beautiful. He reaches out his hand, clutches his chest. OMG! I wanna run up and HUG THE HELL OUTTA HIM! This song! It kills me! I know there were other songs! But THIS one! JESUS ADAM! OH!MY!GOD! At some point, he told security to let his fans come closer. He's already yelled at the middle section people to get the fuck up and dance!! He said, you all take the best seats FROM MY FANS and you just sit there with those looks on your faces?? GET THE FUCK UP! OMG! He's priceless! OK, Adam! You just released the masses. EVERYONE runs for the stage. Security going nuts trying to hold us back! HA! good luck with that! Now he's bending over, touching our hands, making us crazy! Making love to us all, at the same fucking time, with his eyes, his hands, that BODY, THAT VOICE!!! Oh FUCK! I don't remember how many songs he did with us up front like that. But at some point, he decided to do a costume change. The Vajayjays took over, doing crowd competitions, KILLING IT! Those girls are awesome!! Then he comes back out! IN THE FUCKING SPARKLY ZEBRA PANTS, black tank, and some see-thru long hooded jacket, BAREFOOT, OOZING SEX FROM EVERY PORE! Now he's lit! He's singing, and mic pumping, and speaker sexing, and making us all come apart! JESUS FUCK!!! I don't know how much more I can stand. Then there's a quiet moment and I take my opportunity to yell out "UR BEAUTIFUL!" He stops and looks my way and says, "awww, UR BEAUTIFUL, and he swats the air, says "SHUT UP!" looking all sweet, with this electric smile, looking DIRECTLY AT ME, and HE BLOWS ME A KISS!! ADAM FUCKING LAMBERT BLEW ME A KISS!!!!! He recognised me!! Did that really just happen??? I am squealing like a 15 year old!! Oh Adam!! You just made my life!!! Damn, I think I got stuff out of order, but you get the jist of it. All of a sudden, he disappears off the stage. People are asking "Where did he go" then there's spotlights ON THE AUDIENCE, and he's IN THE CROWD! Singing, "I'm dancin thru the crowd" He says, "I'm coming out to see you, but you gotta make room for me, Ur all up in my face!" he's completely happy and safe right there with all his fans. WHO DOES THAT??? He's singing Naked Love. He hands the mic to a couple people who sing the chorus to Naked Love! Can you imagine ADAM LAMBERT HANDING YOU HIS MIC AND ASKING YOU TO SING THE CHORUS TO HIS SONG????? OH GOOD LORD!!! After that, he gets back to the stage, OMG! I almost forgot the part where he gets on his knees, bends back and arches his back and neck, in true SEXY AS HELL ADAM FASHION, and Tommy comes up to him, and straddles him as he plays his guitar inches from Adam's face! OH HELL NO!!! Spontaneous combustion!!! OMG! He just told us how in love he is with Sauli, I KNOW that, but this! Oh SHIT!!! This takes me back, and I'm not an Adommy cray, but that was HOT!!!SO DAMN HOT!!! He was equal opportunity that night! At one point, I think during intros, he was behind Ashley, and she totally backed her ass into the GlamBulgeas he bounced around behind her! YA, he's got us ALL!!! Man, Woman, gay straight! He blows each and every one of us away!! And we are willing, begging for more. Please don't stop Adam! Please keep going. I need him around me like plants need the sun! He's my sunshine, my oxygen. The show's almost over. We are all so spun, spent, elated, mind blown, mind fucked! ALL OF IT!!! then he comes out, says he can't see his BF, "where are you baby! I like your hat! Do you wanna hear another song? What do you wanna hear??" Sauli says Cuckoo! Thats right! Kill us off with Cuckoo! What a way to go tho, right??? Thats about all of it, or at least all I can vividly remember. Thank GOD I have pix. He makes me lose my mind! Thank you ADAM LAMBERT! The CRAZY TRAIN ROLLED IN, we got on, rode it for 90 minutes with you, and arrived at our destinations, kinda in a fog! Not knowing what the hell just happened! Thank you for everything you do for me!! For all of us! Until next time, when I will be completely lost in the golden, sparkly, web you weave again! I can't say enough how much he means to me. He's such love and light!
Sandi Shader
July 24, 2012