Part 20 Zayn #imagine "What's wrong?" Zayn asked worried when he saw you crying. "I feel the same way Zayn. It feels as if I'm slowly drifting appart from you and there's nothing we can do about it." You shook a bit by every word you said. Zayn didn't knew what to say or do but then again, neither did you. You loved Zayn to death but you couldn't help but feel this way. You wanted to be close with Zayn, you wanted to do everything with him but it almost felt as if you guys lost your spark. "So what are we gonna do now..?" You slowly whispered. Zayn looked at you and didn't say anything. He just stared at you with a sad look in his eyes. "Maybe it's better if we don't see eachother for a while till we figure out everything.." Suddenly it felt as if someone shot your heart out your chest. "Who's gonna take care of you now?" You asked with tears in your eyes. Hoping Zayn would realise he needs you right now. "I called my mum already, she'll be here in a few hours.." Zayn said. He got you replaced already. "So you're leaving me huh?" You bit your lip, desperately trying to keep your tears in. "No I'm just saying that it's better ti-.." You didn't let him finish. You didn't wanna feel worser than you already did. "Whatever Zayn." You stood up and grabbed your bag with your clothes in it. "Mina, I'm sorry. Don't be mad. Please?" Zayn looked at you from the sofa and you hated to be mad at him while he was recovering from his accident. "No Zayn I'm sorry. I'm sorry for thinking you actually liked me. I'm sorry for being such a gullible loser. I'm sorry for that I wanted to be there for you. I'm so sorry." You grabbed your phone from the table and walked out the door. On that moment you felt it would never be okay between you and Zayn. You left Zayn sick and hurt there. Why were you such a disaster? You dragged yourself to your car and as you sat down tears streamed down your face. You drove away as you dialed Celine's number. "Hey Celine, it's Mina.." You sobbed a bit. "Oh hello." She said shortly. "I know I'm the last person you wanna talk to but can you please go to Zayn's place for a few hours? He's sick and his mum isn't there for a few hours. He needs help." If you couldn't be there for Zayn, someone else had to. "Sure I'll take care of him but not because you want it but because I care about Zayn." Celine said. "Fine." You replied and hung up. Even Celine would do. You called Harry. "Mina! Didn't expect to see a call from you." He grinned. "Well it's your lucky day than, right?" You tried to sound a bit cheerful. "I guess but you know what would make it even better..?" He said cheeky. "Yeah I know but for now I just wanted to ask if you're still on for dinner?" "Ofcourse babe." He replied happy. "Are you home?" You asked. "Yes and bored as hell." He sighed. "I'll see you in a bit babe." You said. "Okay babe speak to you than. Mwah." He said and hung up. You drove towards Harry's place and parked your car. You quick adjusted your makeup so it wouldn't look as if you cried. You knocked a few times and than you saw your sweet Harry. "Come in babe." He said smiling as he held the door open for you. "Thank you." You said. You hoped you could act normal enough so Harry wouldn't assume anything. "What a nice surprise." Harry said as you stood in the livingroom. "Yeah I just wanted to say h-.." Harry interrupted you by kissing you hard. "Wow." You laughed when he stopped. "I missed you." Harry said as he leaded you to the sofa. "You saw me this morning babe.." "Who cares? I still missed you. Those hours you weren't with me felt like an eternity." Seeing Harry's face could always brighten up your day. "I've missed you too." You said as he kissed you again. You laughed when he layed on top of you. "I'm not even here for five minutes and you're already all over me. You didn't even offered me a drink or something." You pouted and Harry chuckled. "Do you want a drink miss?" "No thank you." You giggled. "So I can continue kissing your sweet lips?" Harry bit his lip. It was a perfect moment but you suddenly thought about Zayn. Why did your brain work like that? "Oh erm I don't k-.." Harry stopped you by kissing you. You softly pushed him of you. "Let's watch a movie or something." You suggested. Harry looked confused and sat up straight. "Sure what movie you wanna see?" He looked through all his dvd's. "Do you have any horror movies?" You asked. You loved horror movies. Harry chuckled "No for horror movies you should go to Zayn. I have a romantic comedy here." He said as he pulled out a dvd box. The name was 'Strange love'. "Sure let's watch that." You sighed. Harry put the dvd on and quick sat next to you on the couch again. Suddenly you saw it started raining. You normally hated rain but the weather looked exactly how you felt so that made it less worse. It were grey black clouds with pouring rain. "Babe are you even watching the film?" Harry asked cause he saw you watching out the window. "Yeah lovely movie." You said quick and then you noticed it didn't even start yet. Harry sighed and decided to ignore it. "Those leather pants really suits you." He said randomly. "You think?" You said slowly as you looked at them. You wanted to wear those leather pants cause you thought Zayn would like them. You didn't expect from Harry to say that. Zayn was suppose to say that he liked them. "I hate them." You said suddenly and stood up. "Uhh okay?" Harry looked confused and he had every right to cause you were confused too. "I have to get something out my car." You said quick and walked away. Why were you acting so weird? You looked like a psycho. You walked through the rain to your car. Your hair got completely wet and so did your clothes. You suddenly started crying and leaned against your car in the pouring rain. Everytime something bad happened to you, it seemed like you didn't had any control about what you did and that feeling of no control was scary as hell. Other people had so much effect on you. Suddenly you saw Harry walking towards you in the pouring rain. His lightblue blouse got totally wet and his abs were shown through it. "Are you okay Mina?" He asked worried as he made him face you. "What's wrong with me?" You cried. "Nothing, come here." Harry said as he pulled you close against his chest. "Let's get you inside." He said as he walked with you inside again. You felt so stupid and embarassed. "You should change your clothes. You're getting sick this way." Harry said slowly. You slowly stood up. You took your heels of and your leather pants and your Ramones top. "Um I'll let them dry upstairs." Harry said awkward as he looked at you in your bra and shorts. "Wait Harry." You said and he turned around. "You also need to change your clothes.." You slowly unbuttoned his blouse and took it off. "I'll change it upstairs." He said and walked away. You sighed and sat down on the sofa. Now Harry was upset with you. You didn't blame him though, you were literally the weirdest person ever. Crying one minute and flirting the other. You were just trying to forget the reason why you cried. Harry walked downstairs and gave you a Jack Wills hoodie with sweatpants. "Thanks." You said as you put on the hoodie but you didn't put on the sweatpants, you hated sweatpants. Harry had also changed his clothes, he wore a sweater with jeans. "I'm sorry Harry." Harry sighed and sat next to you on the sofa. "Mina you're always saying sorry but tell me the truth, what's going on?" He asked. To be honest, you didn't knew what was going on with you. All those times you've had acted so strange, you didn't knew what was wrong with you but you didn't want to let Harry know you were confused. "I wanted to get some aspirine out my car cause i have a major headache, it just.. Hurts." You said and looked at Harry. Would he believe it? He sighed again. "I also have aspirine Mina." He said. "I'm sorry I should've asked you first huh." You said as you put your hands and softly squeezed his dimples. He grinned as you kissed him and moved yourself on his lap. You felt his hands stroking your bare legs as you didn't stopped the kiss. His hands went up to your bum and you felt him squeezing. You smiled through the kiss as you quick removed the hoodie. He desperately squeezed your breasts when suddenly his phone rang. "I'm sorry, it could be important." He said and you sighed. You got of his lap and layed on the sofa as he grabbed his phone from the table. "Hey mate!" "..." "Oh good idea, he'll be happy to see us." "..." "Alright, I'll be there." He said and hung up. "Are you going somewhere?" You asked as you sat up straight. "Liam just called. He said that he wanted to visit Zayn at home with the other lads." He said. "Alright." You looked to the tv but you didn't concentrate on the film. What if Zayn said something about you and him? "And you're going with me cause after that we'll go to the best restaurent ever and have the best dinner ever." He grinned as he gave you kisses in your neck. "No the mood is gone Harry." You softly pushed him away. "I'm sorry, I understand." He sat up straight again. You had zero interest in seeing Zayn again today but you didn't wanna miss Harry's perfect dinner with you. "When are we leaving?" You asked. "In a hour or so." He answered. "Than I'd better be starting with getting ready." You stood up. Harry pulled you back and kissed you. "You already look amazing." He said. "Yes Harry cause everyone's going in a hoodie and shorts to a restaurant, right?" You giggled as you stood up again. "I'm going to my place and get ready. Can you pick me up in a hour?" You asked. "Sure." Harry stood up to let you out. He gave you a long kiss before you walked to your car in his hoodie. You drove to your appartment and grabbed your bag. You walked quick cause it was quite embarassing in your hoodie. You took a quick shower cause you're hair was messed up. You put on your new dress. It was a tiny black dress with only one long laced sleeve. You did your makeup simple and put on a little gloss on your lips. You put on some black killer heels and a silver colored clutch which matched your jewelry. Before you knew a hour had passed and Harry knocked on your door. You opened it and welcomed him in. "Wow." He said immediately when he saw you. "You look amazing.." He continued. "You don't look that bad yourself Styles." You said cheeky as you let him in. He wore low black jeans with a grey long sleeved polo and a black blazer. "So you're ready I assume?" He asked. "Yeah I just need to put on some silver nailpolish." You said as you already began. "You need to hurry babe otherwise we'll be late." "Yeah I'm done in a bit." You answered. You didn't mind wasting time from visiting Zayn. After a few minutes you were done and walked to the car with Harry. You were actually kinda nervous for visiting Zayn. After a few minutes you two arrived at his place. Flashbacks from the afternoon you were with Zayn came back. Harry held your hand tightly as you two walked to the front door. Harry knocked two times and Louis opened the door. "Hey guys." He said smiling and let you two in. Harry walked in front of you and you right behind him. You followed Louis all the way to the livingroom and saw the rest of the lads sitting around Zayn. Next to Zayn sat Celine.. Smiling and everything. Harry walked up to Zayn and greeted him by giving him a half hug cause Zayn was laying. You didn't say anything to Zayn but just took a seat. "So you and Mina are looking fancy." Louis said. "We're going for dinner afterwards." Harry answered. "Sounds fun." Zayn said and looked at you. You quick looked away from him. "Zayn why aren't we joining them?!" Celine shouted with her squealing voice. "Celine no I d-.." Zayn started but Celine interrupted him. "You feel already lots better Zayn and you said yourself you were bored." Celine continued. "Since when are you and Zayn going out?" You suddenly asked. You weren't suppose to say that out loud but everyone heard it now anyways. "Well not that it is any of your business but Zayn and me got back since this afternoon." Celine answered bitchy. It became an awkward moment but you just looked at your phone. "Um that's a good idea actually. Zayn get dressed mate." Harry said. You knew he wanted to make this date special but he didn't want to let his mate down. "Okay then." Zayn sighed and stood up. "Let me help you." Liam said as he stood up. "No mate I'm alright." Zayn said and walked to his room to change clothes. You sighed and walked up to Harry on the sofa. There wasn't enough room so you sat on his lap and whispered "Why?" Harry looked a bit mad. "Can I talk to you in the kitchen Mina?" He said and grabbed your hand to lead you to the kitchen. "What?" You said careless. "Zayn is my mate. He's been sick and had a horrible accident and you don't even want him to join us for dinner?" Harry said mad. He almost shouted and you've never had seen him like this. "It was OUR special date Harry. You said that yourself." You said. Why was he being mean to you? "Let's drop it, we'll talk about this tonight. I don't wanna fight in front of the lads." He said and walked away. "Thank you for ruining my night. Thank you." You mumbled as you followed Harry. Zayn came downstairs. Dressed stylish as usual. He wore a chino with a darkblue Varsity jacket. "Let's go then." Harry said. Celine stood up and walked up to Zayn, entangling her fingers between his. "Enjoy yourselves lads but don't make a mess." Zayn joked and the four of you walked outside. "I'll drive. For us all." Harry said. He was probably scared for another accident. "Yeah you know what, I'll take the bus." You said and wanted to walk away as Harry pulled you back. Zayn and Celine already sat in Harry's car. "Mina come on. You're being a bitch right now." He sighed. "Oh so now I'm a bitch? Really Harry, really?" You said as you pushed Harry away from you. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that but babe come on. Be nice please." "Whatever." You replied and sat in the passenger seat as Harry also sat in the driver seat. "Is it really ok if we are with you guys?" Zayn asked. You opened your mouth when Harry immediately answered. "Ofcourse mate." "Ofcourse." You mumbled. You knew you were being a little childish now but you just didn't want Zayn to be in the same room as you. He rejected, left you this afternoon and is already together with Celine. After awkward silences you guys finally arrived at the restaurant. Harry had reserved a special private place in the restaurant. Everything looked lovely. "After you guys." He said as Celine and Zayn sat and you and Harry sat in front of them. "Can I have your order?" The waiter asked who immediately walked up to you guys. "Yeah a double whiskey please." You said. "Haha Mina you're so funny. Erm we'll take the speciality." Harry said. Zayn and Celine also ordered. "Don't forget the whiskey!" You said before the waiter walked away. You looked at Zayn who looked quite sad. "Mina what's wrong..?" Zayn asked carefully which made you chuckle. "I don't know. Ask yourself that question Zayn." You said. "Mina what did I told you before we left? Be nice." Harry said almost whispering. "Excuse me for not being perfect Harry. I'll try next time to be even prettier, nicer and everything. I hope someday I will succeed in pleasing you or anyone else." You said mad. "You know I didn't mean it l-.." Harry began but you interrupted him. "Save your bullshit for someone else. I'm done with you guys." You said and stood up. "Mina wait!" Harry said and also stood up. You turned around. "Don't you even dare to come after me." You turned around again and walked away.

The end of part 20! It's reaaally long but I hope you guys like it! X

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