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25th Aug 2012 from Twitlonger
I'll Be With You Someday
Chapter 20
#imagine #BLS
Bieber Love Story
*~~ Shauna's POV ~~*
I stood there frozen on the spot, i thought i was gonna drop dead, he just stood there smiling at me trying to get me to speak, i had no emocian just a draw dropped face.
Justin: "Shauna long time no see, four years".
"Shauna babe who is it?????".
i heard Andrew shout from the living room.
i didn't feel like answering anything right now, i was stuck for words, so this is what in shock feels like??, i kept my eyes fixed on him as he smirked at me, so he thinks its okay to just turn up at my house after four years no thats just bull shit.
"Shauna are you okay"?.
As Andrew shouted on me again.
Shauna: Em... yeah I'm fine Andrew, and its no one important just an irrelevant package.
i slammed the door shut in his face, locking it securely placing my back against the door running my hands through my hair clasping my hand over my mouth shaking, i was in panic, what was happening???, why was he here??? why did he show up on my doorstep after four years of leaving me. I bet my friends knew about this, a bet this is why they have been acting so weird, if they knew about this then why didn't they warn me??? a bet my mum was in on it too. Everyone prob wants Justin and i to talk to each other now after four years, people usually tell me if he's coming so then i have time to plan my escape, but no not this time, i sort have to plan it at last minute.
Andrew waled through from the living room, to where i was, i ignored his presence, i was to confused and shocked at the moment. I didn't expect to see my best friend well ex best friend standing outside my door, that just doesn't happen, now friends will want us to rekindle that friendship was once had, the problem is i don't want to, yeah i was in love with him once, and now i don't know what my feelings are for him whatsoever, they have been hiding for four years, and they might just jump right back out at me, i hope to god they don't. And its a Friday which means i might see him during the weekend well i am staying in the house then, i kinda wish i had school tomorrow to get way from him.
Andrew: Are you okay?, who was that?, you look like you just seen a ghost.
Shauna: yeah I'm good
Andrew: you sure??, you seem distracted.
Shauna: Don't worry about me, just kids knocking on the door and running away.
problem was i was distracted, and didn't want to tell Andrew that was Justin.
Andrew: oh KIDS, i think i should go you seem tired.
Shauna: Can we hang out tomorrow???
Andrew: yeah sure, no problem, was just gonna ask you that, do you want to like go and see a movie or something along those lines.
Shauna: yeah that would be great, see you then.
Andrew: okay pick you up at 1pm, bye beautiful,
And with that he grabbed his coat that was sitting on the stairs, kissed my check and then headed out the door. Andrew is gonna have to be my savoir for this weekend, let alone for the rest of time Justin is here for, but the sooner he leaves i will be happy and can get on with my life, its like he just turned up out of the blue uninvited. i still cant get over the fact that he came to the door though, i just don't understand that, did he just think that he could show up at my door and that everything could get back to normal again, well if he thought that then he thought wrong.
i panicked and got my iPhone that was located in my pocket, and decided to phone Ryan, the phone started ringing about four times before Ryan actually picked up the phone.
~PHONE CONVO~
Ryan: "Hello Shauna".
Shauna: " Yeah Hello Dork, do you know Justin is back in town.
Ryan: oh.... em what are you talking about????
Shauna: oh don't act like you don't know what i am talking about, he just showed up outside my house like five minutes ago.
Ryan: WHAT!!!, you Serious???
Shauna: you bet I'm Serious.
Ryan: what did you say????
Shauna: i didn't say a thing, i was to shocked to say anything, so i just slammed the door in his face, and plus Andrew was over.
Ryan: oh always fucking Andrew, and that was pretty rude of you to slam the door in his face.
Shauna: oh and what do you think i was meant to do, invite him in, and go hey come on it, lets rekindle our friendship, NO RYAN THAT'S TOTAL BULL SHIT, did you and the others know about this.????
Ryan: Shauna!!!!
Shauna: DID YOU??????
Ryan: yes, we all did, we kept it a secret from you because you always avoid him when he comes here, and its time you faced him for once and for all, you can't run from your past Shauna, because it's gonna catch up to you sooner or later.
Shauna: i can't believe you would all keep this from me, your my friends your meant to be one, you all lied to me, how could you do that, you know what fuck you, fuck all of you.
Ryan: Shauna wait.........
I pressed the hang up button, with tears streaming down my face, i can't believe my friends would keep this from me, i don't care about the past anymore its been done, shoved under the carpet. If i want to avoid Justin, I'll avoid him, he left me for four years ago, he said he loved me, kissed me and then left and i was just supposed to deal with the fact that i may never see him again, the fact that i am so angry at him is because when he left i tried to contact him, but he didn't even bother getting back to me, i called numbers, emailed people, i even wrote to him, but still nothing came back, and it's the fact that he said he loved me, and never got back to me, yeah i was scared to say it back, but i did love him. We bad been inseparable since we were just tiny babies, and i never wanted our friendship to get ruined, but it did and there was nothing i could of done, he doesn't love me anymore, he got girlfriends, and now he has the most snottiest girlfriend in the world, they have been together for a year and a half now, and there just plain annoying, you would think if he truly loved me he would have held onto me, i have never had a boyfriend, he was my first kiss, Andrew was my second kiss, i think i really like Andrew, falling for him sort of thing.
i sat on the steps crying my eyes out, till my mum unlocked the door, and stepped inside and saw me crying. She just stood there staring at me blankly.
Mum: Shauna whats wrong????
Shauna: YOU KNEW DIDN'T??? YOU YOU KNEW!!!!!!
Mum: Knew what??????
Shauna: No use explaining things to you at all when you know what it is.
i stormed upstairs to my room, slamming my bedroom door shut till it made a loud noise which echoed in my room. I flung myself onto my bed, crying into my pillow making it socking wet with my salty tears, this just isn't my day, that was the first time I've seen Justin face to face after four years, what do i do now????.
*~~ Justin's POV ~~*
She just slammed the door, right in my face, she just stared at me the whole time and didn't say a thing to me. it sort of shattered my heart when she said i was an irrelevant package, is that all i am to her someone who is irrelevant. And who was that guy i heard in her house???, i hope to god that is not her boyfriend. :(
i wasn't expecting everything to return to normal in the blink of an eye, but i wanted to see her again, i have missed her so much, i just wanted to see how grown up she is. And when i saw her there my heart melted, the same feeling i always had when i used to be around her the feelings are still there, but are the feelings still there for her, though i was the one who said i love you, she never said it back. Her blue eyes were just as i remembered them, she's just so beautiful as she always has been, her blonde golden like sunshine hair, she was now this beautiful 18 year old i have ever lay my eyes upon, she is just the same girl i fell in love with, and to tell you the truth i have never stopped loving her, 18 years and i still feel the same, nothings changed when i left four years ago. I may love Selena but i don't love her the same way i love Shauna, feel like Selena and i are distant now, shes just a controlling bitch most of the times i just want Shauna to talk to me, i just want her to be my best friend again, she's the girl i have been waiting my whole life for.
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*~~ Shauna's POV ~~*
(Next Morning)
The next morning i woke up to the sound of the rain hitting the window, it was really poring out heavily. i rubbed my eyes which felt like they were gonna fall out of my head. I thought about what the day was going to hold for me, hopefully i would go to the movies with Andrew and not get caught up in any appearances or distractions. I grabbed my Iphone from my bed side located in it's pink case holder, i slid it out and red the time 11:45am. Approximately not long till i go to Cinema with Andrew. I kicked the bed sheets off of me, and stumbled out of the bed and crawled to the bathroom, once i had successfully got there, i looked in the mirror and i looked horrible, messy hair, and bags under my eyes. I couldn't be bothered attempting to go in a shower, had one last night, so i washed my face with proactive, and curled my hair in loose curls which sat nicely just below my boobs.
My wardrobe is always the hardest part in the morning because i don't know what to to wear as i have so many clothes. Considering it was a rainy wet day, i picked out a pair of navy blue jegging's and a purple and blue tie dye crop top, putting my black leather jacket on top, and placing my vans onto my feet. I put on a little amount of makeup making it look natural as possible, don't want to look like a total clown. I could hear voices coming from outside my window, i peaked out my blinds, the rain had stopped, and could see Justin and Selena sitting on the bench swing outside his house across from me, we used to hang out on that, they were making out. Selena was nearly about groping Justin, placing her hand in between his legs, him moving it out of the way, hahaha bitch he doesn't like when your whore hands do that. They basically had tongues down each others throats, how fucking disgusting a bet he has had sex with her, can totally tell. I couldn't look at it anymore, and placed the blind back where it needed to be, grabbed a bag, putting the stuff i needed, and then walked downstairs into the kitchen were there was just silence. My mum was making the rest of the breakfast, and Sarah sitting at the table eating. I grabbed a slice of toast from the middle of the table, and sat down and started eating away at it.
Mum: you gonna go and See Justin today???
I dropped my glass of milk everywhere when she said that, SHIT, and this is the first time in four weeks shes engaged in conversation.
Shauna: What do you think???
Mum: Oh come on Shauna, at least just talk to him, you haven't seen each other in four years, because i am going to see Pattie.
Shauna: well you do that mum, and besides he seems pretty occupied with Selena so he doesn't need me to entertain him, there over there comparing each others saliva.
Mum: Well it will give you the chance to get to know her too.
Shauna: I'd rather die than get to know her that cheap slut, dogs like her aren't allowed in his town.
Mum: Don't say that about people, thats a mean comment Shauna, a bet she is a very nice girl, and you could he jealous that someone else got him because you left it too late.
Shauna: OH FUCKING SHUT UP, I HATE HIM, HE NEVER STAYED IN CONTACT AFTER HE LEFT FOUR YEARS AGO, HE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME, KISSED ME AND THEN LEFT, LEFT ME TO HANG LIKE A THREAD, HE NEVER STAYED IN CONTACT I HAD TO DO THAT ALL, SO DON'T SAY I AM JEALOUS OF THAT PIECE OF SHIT, THERE JUST AS BAD AS EACH OTHER, YOU KNEW HE WAS COMING HERE, HE SHOWED UP AT THE HOUSE LAST NIGHT, AND I SLAMMED THE DOOR IN HIS FACE BECAUSE I GOT A FLAMING HEART ATTACK, NOW I AM GOING OUT WITH ANDREW TODAY, TO GET AWAY FROM STUPID PEOPLE LIKE THEM, oh and Sarah don't let mummy give you advice it leads to disappointment.
And with that i got up from the seat, and shoved it over in anger, and stormed out the house, and sat out on the doorstep and started crying. Thank god Selena and Justin had went inside, he better stay in there, and keep his stupid dog oh wait girlfriend on a fucking leash or locked in a cage. Even my mum is on there side, yeah she knew about Justin coming back here, for gods knows how long, i decided to text Andrew so he could pick me up like now, which is early than planned, but just want to get away from here for the day.
To: Andrew
From: Shauna
Hey can you come and get me like now, just want to get away from here for a day. :'( xxx
To: Shauna
From: Andrew
of course:), hope your okay beautiful:( on my way.xxx
i placed my phone beside me after i got Andrews message, i feel like running away, and never coming back, or just dying the easy way out. I lifted my head up and met my gaze upon Justin, who was staring out the window looking back at me. I blankly started back at him, keeping my eyes fixed on him. Its like a part of me just wants to run over there and give him the biggest hug ever because i have missed him so much, but the other half just wants to punch his face.
The tears were falling from my eyes, and not because of the argument with mum, but because i missed Justin, i wish i could just run over there now, but i won't i don't run back that easily I'm not desperate.
End Of Chapter
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Extra Long Chapter for you guys;) took me hours though.