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25th Oct 2012 from Twitlonger
I can't remember the day I had a happy family, with my mom, dad, and I. My parents were married 17 years before I was born. Everything was all fine and dandy. Until my dad had a problem. He used to go to a woman's house. And one day he got her pregnant while him and my mother were still married. My mom was devastated. Heart broken. But the best part is that she didn't leave him. Ever since my older brother was born my dad would bring him over so my mom could take care of him, when she didn't even birth him.
I still wasn't born yet so I can't say everything was fine after that. But then I was born. My dad would push my mom against walls and one day my mother and father were going at it really hard. My mom was going to throw me on the ground, so I can die right in front of him. But my older sister saved me. She came in the room and took me out of my mothers hands. I was only 1 month at the time.
My mother owns a 3 family house and a woman rented the 1st floor. My dad found her attractive and she liked him too. She thought my mother treated my dad more of a son than a husband so I guess she decided to treat him the way he wanted to. My dad owned a restaurant. He met this lady, I'm not using any names. He was messing with her too. My mom found out and she decided she was sick of it. She filed for a divorce. I was only five years old. My dad accused my mom of threatening him and they took her to jail. She was sleeping and never said a word to him. The cops came and took her away. I was on the front steps watching him laugh behind the house. My aunt bailed her out.
After the divorce they have joint custody. right after the divorce I see the tenant that was living on the first floor pregnant in my dad's apartment. I broke down. I hated her for breaking up our family and I was only 7 years old. She had my little sister.
She would always tell me I'm anorexic and that I need to eat. One day I was tired of it. In 2nd grade I started cutting. To this day I never stopped. I was close to death so many times. but Justin helped me. His music helped me. I have two friends named Alexis and Sabree who help me out. They live in Indiana. my dream is to meet them and most of all to meet Justin. For helping me get through my madness. and for those who are getting bullied or stuff is going on at home YOU ARE NOT ALONE! I'm here. I'll give advice I'll help you as much as I can, Justin saved my life and I'll try to save yours. I know this might not happen but #HelpJoannaMeetJustin