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stace · @_staceycameron

28th Apr 2014 from TwitLonger

**MAJOR PARAGRAPH ALERT SOZ**

Making the mistake of caring so much about what people think and letting it get to me was honestly the worst mistake I have ever made. It has taken a lot of time and courage for me to overcome that and well... it makes me feel so much better, and even better, a changed person! I have learned so much lately, and by doing so it has honestly proved so much about a lot of things.

I have only just started believing in myself and getting back on my own two feet again as I had lost all my self belief and confidence. I did not have a clue what to do. I had gotten so worked up with people judging me and telling me what I could and couldn't do. They were always telling me that I was never good enough. I sadly believed them and took it all in and I ignored the whole music side of me. I pushed everything away, my singing, learning the guitar, piano, EVERYTHING. All because I let silly little people ruin it for me & I was just letting it all happen.

Nobody ever knew the real story as to why I completely tore everything apart. Yes I got bullied, yes I got told I was never good enough. It made me believe them. Everything they said I believed. They were taking over my mind. I never used to say how I really felt and because everyone was getting at me it made it worse for myself. I honestly did not know what to do.

People can say what they want about me and this status, but all I am doing is learning and realising, believing and achieving and I'm pretty sure there are a few singers/musicians that I have on here that have had the exact same past experience as me too and feel the same way!

There are always going to be people who hate you, judge you and even talk about you. Some will love you and some will hate you. Some cant even resist that you are doing so well and they try and do everything they possibly can to knock you down. There are a lot of people in this world that like to see you do well but hate to see you do better and that is why most get jealous. But it honestly isn't going to stop me from doing what I love.

Bullying is a horrible, horrible thing and the sad thing is.. It's never going to get resolved. There are still going to be hundreds of thousands of people that are going to get bullied and there's nothing we can do about it. All bully's need to take a step back and be put on the other end of the stick to realise how truly hurtful bullying can be. All bully's need to take note!!! Especially from someone that has had past experience of getting bullied.

I love doing what I love and I'm definitely not out there to impress people. I love music and I love singing and performing and I would honestly never change that for the world! But like I said people can say what they like and do what they like, but it isn't going to change who I am today and it certainly isn't going to stop me from doing what I do best! My life is mine and the only person in charge of it is me.

Positive attitude is always the right attitude! I had to say what I had to say and I can honestly say I am proud of what I wrote today. I do not regret it one bit. The future is looking bright :) Love Staceeeeee xx

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