So it's basically confirmed we're getting another tour so I thought I'd rewrite my twittlonger since my last one got deleted for like 3rd time. I worked so hard for this just to go to waste after a year. It gets so frustrating, but I won't give up. Justin didn't give up on striving to reach his dream I won't give up to reach mine. I don't have thousands of followers, I'm not twitter famous but I do have a dream & a wonderful 2nd family to help me reach it. So it's been a quick 7 years with Justin, I literally got to watch him grow up. From the little boy making covers to the top of the world. Before fame before it all, I wouldn't trade these 7 years for anything else. I know how long I've been here doesn't make me any different from any other belieber but I love saying it because I seriously got to watch this little boy grow into the perfect man he is today. I could never imagine my life without clicking on the one little video that led to a 7 year journey. My world, my everything, my sunshine, my happiness, my idol. I've never once met Justin, I want this first time to be special, to be a time to remember, to prove everyone wrong. I want this more then anything, to be up one stage looking into those gorgeous brown eyes, to finally get that tight hug I've dreamt of, I want to be his only focus for those 3 minutes he sings hold tight/OLLG. Those 3 minutes where he's all mine. I watch/listen to ollg everynight before I go to sleep to conform me, hoping one day I can say "I was one less lonley girl" I'd literally give up anything in the world for this to become reality, all the dreams, imaginations, it just all not be fake anymore. I want to hold my world, for the first time. I feel like when others say they love him so much they will never truly understand how I feel, the passion I have for this boy. Over the 7 years I've become attached, it's like he just came into my life & won't leave. No matter how hard I try to concentrate he's on my mind, I just hope he's happy & smiling every minute. When u smile I smile. I've given up so many opportunities for him. I've skipped party's, school events, I've stayed up all night long while he's on the other side of the world. I just hope he's safe. I did everything I could to try to be home to see him on tv for a couple minutes or to catch a quick livestream. To see his smile made me so happy. That's all I wanted was that smile. He changed my life for the better I was bullied in 3rd & 4th grade for being fat, ugly, having no friends, ugly clothes, ruined shoes. Then I'd go home to get in fights with my sisters or to get yelled at. All I remember is writing in my diary how I hated my life, how I wanted to die at just 9 years old. I'd quickly run to the computer an search up videos & pictures of him an just watch them for hours till I forgot why I was so upset. It helped a lot. I've always been told he will ever know me, I mean nothing to him, I'm so determined to prove them all wrong. I have his picture in my binder so everytime I take it out in school I'll have a reason to smile even when I don't want to. He's the reason I'm still here, the reason I stayed so strong. This is my dream, I just hope one day I will be able to thank him for all he has done for me I'm so glad I'm still here today. I want to tell him how much he means to me, tell him I'm not going anywhere even when things get tough. I'll be there for him helping him stay strong, picking him up when he falls like he did for me these past 7 years.
I hope this one doesn't get deleted, this is my dream I will have come true. I will believe & never say never bc he's all that matters to me(;
If you do read this, thank you so much. If you could rt this tag the crew. I help as many girls as possible this is all I ask from you or a quick rt. I can't do this alone. Tweet #DinaforTampaollg
Anyone from the crew if you happen read this, Just know I'm always here. Tampa ollg next tour.

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