Risa Hunt · @Pelikuni
4th Jan 2021 from TwitLonger
Why I was gone for 3 weeks + some other stuff
// cw: abuse, suicide mention
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This isn't easy to type. Nor would I really like everyone to know my personal business so I'm going to keep it as vague as possible, but this must be said. My mom has been physically and mentally abusive my entire life, to the point of driving me to the edge a couple times. Things started getting extremely bad again the past two years. The two of us had an argument over her toxic behavior on the 10th of December and I'm not going to get into details here. Instead of accepting the abuse like I normally do, I pushed back and told her that she needs to get mental help before I return home. And I would've been at a women's shelter if it weren't for a friend stepping up to room me for 3 weeks.
My mom is now receiving therapy and is going to take a very long break from social media & most likely appearing on my streams as well. Just, please, don't hold me accountable for things my mom has done or said in the past. I am not her and it makes me gravely upset that people think that I can just control what she does/says. I know she was toxic to my friends, co-workers, lovers and the general community. If you'd like to share something she's done with me (especially if you have proof), please privately DM me. And if there is some other personal issues you'd like to resolve with me, then please don't hesitate to DM me either. All I want is peace and the abuse to end.
I am doing... just ok. Unfortunately while rooming with a friend, I was exposed to a positive Covid case and was in close contact with them. I'm immunocompromised, but I have not developed any symptoms besides a small cough. I plan on getting tested within a day. I just want to get back to streaming as soon as I can, which hopefully will be tomorrow. Thank you for reading.