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Justin · @just9n

21st Jan 2021 from TwitLonger

Returning to Twitch after my Hiatus


You know when you think you have things under control, and things seem to be getting better. Yeah, i fell victim to that at the end of 2020. The passing of my best friend Michael never really left me and hit home really hard on a very morbid personal level. Especially it being a freak accident, reminded me of my own mortality. The surreal reminder that this life shit is day by day, moment by moment, and if it can happen to someone that close to me, idk it just lingered. Just overall hard to deal with, and as much as anybody and everyone that reached out to me asking how and where i've been. I appreciate it for real. I fronted a lil bit in my responses saying I was okay and doing the best I could do. When in reality I was distracting myself from my priorities and trying to pick up a new hobby in golf. Spent more time with friends and real life, which took away from my career. Distractions are temporary. All i've done is put off something the people want, I want, and honestly need. I love streaming, at times it can be garbage but the good defeats the bad. Especially the memories and people i've met through it. Wouldn't give that up for anything. I'm gonna come back Saturday, with no expectations or hopes on how its gonna go. If i let you down. Sorry. I needed this time to myself, although a long time in the Twitch and social media world, it felt short in reality. (being a month and a half) This is probably something a lot of you felt during last year at some point, you're not alone. See ya'll soon.

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